two much to lose...

I went to the hospital (yet again), for chest pains, at the time I had taken three nitros, which according to the docs is an automatic ER visit. They couldn't find any problems with my heart yet released me with the diagnosis of chest pains of unknown origin but while there they shot me up with morphine and an anti-puking drug. let me tell you I understand the drug addicts need for morphine that shit is fun, but I won't get addicted, I couldn't afford it, two much to lose, namely Janell and my son...